Hollow

I still have approximately 3 weeks left before the semester officially ends and i feel like i'm STILL at the beginning of the first 3 weeks of this semester. shitz. and my pimples are popping out everywhere on my face - sign of pressure, which i suspect may lead to depression... as how i am feeling now. yesterday wasn't a good day... almost wanted to scream my head off at One Utama but then ended up biting my bag strap... today ALSO is not a good day... this one not here that one not there... have to run errand and on top of that... bebeh is standing right in front mumbling to herself and straying away from the topic... as usual... FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I really am wondering if i can pull through the remaining 3 weeks without having a breakdown... It's only so much i can stand... but i don't want to explode... no no no no no no no no no no no


when days are bleak
when darkness are comfort
when emotions go weak
pray that it's not too late